UGGGHHHHH!!! I feel like CRAP! I don’t know what in the hell is wrong with me. I don’t have the Flu –well, I better not. I got a damn Flu Shot this year. It’s not a sinus infection – no cough, congestion, or sinus pain or pressure. But – I have a migraine from hell, I am running a fever (two days now), I am nauseous, freezing, exhausted. I am forcing myself to eat. I have no appetite, but I am eating anyway. Hopefully I can keep it down today. Yesterday, I wasn’t able to keep anything down until 9 last night. And then, all I did was snack, because I didn’t feel like getting up to make myself dinner.
Jillian is probably going to break up with me. I have not done the 30DS since last Wednesday. Thursday was Matt’s Birthday, Friday was Lexi’s surgery, Saturday and Sunday I spent taking care of the dog (this is not an easy task – and most definitely NOT an excuse for not working out). And yesterday I was sick as a dog. I literally got home from work, took a shower, and went to bed. I got up to eat at 9, and went back to bed. Unless some miracle happens in the next 8 hours, I won’t be doing it today either. I literally have ZERO energy. I finally know what the word FATIGUE means. Thursday, I am supposed to move on to Level 3. I am going to stick with the schedule. After I complete the 10 days of Level 3, maybe I will go back to Level 2 for 10 days before I start my new DVD.
As far as the new higher calorie diet – it’s working. I am not counting yesterday as I didn’t eat right, workout, or do anything. But from Thursday to Sunday – I lost 4 pounds in 4 days! From Sunday to today – The scale says I put on 3 – but being that it’s that time of the month – I am assuming that is water weight. (It happens every month – 3 pounds in water for 5 days. Then BOOM – it’s gone.) Maybe I should really cut down on my sodium during this week every month, and see how that affects it? I don’t know.
I do have to tell you about something that really has been encouraging me these last few days… I don’t know when, or how this has happened, but I have people coming to me for fitness and nutrition advice now! I got one email last week, and thought it was a fluke. Then another, and another. Apparently, more people than I thought are following me on Fat Girl (here) and on MFP. So and so “recommended I talk to you”, “your story is such an inspiration”, “when I am having a down day, I check the fat girl blog, and it remotivates me. It’s nice to know that others are struggling just like me!” I have been answering every email, and thanking each person for every compliment.
So, fellow Fat Kids… let me just thank you. You inspire me just as much as I inspire you! Thank you for your love and support! I am more than willing to help anyone I can, but I am NO expert. I’m just a fat girl on a journey. I may not have all the answers, but you are more than welcome to come with me. J
Hopefully, the next time I am here, I will be healthy, and have an update on how much I hate Jillian. ‘Til next time fatties…..
Oh - and here is a pic of my broken, pitiful dog. :(
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