Weigh in Day - and frustrated as shit.

Mother.  Fucker. 

SOMETHING is not right.  I don't know what it is, but I am NOT losing weight, and it's really starting to piss me off. 

Scratch that.  I know exactly what it is.  I haven't been working out.  I can make excuses all day - some of them being legitiment reasons, but bottom line is - I just haven't been doing it. 

Don't get me wrong.  Today's results were great.  I weighed in at 220.2 - which is a 4.2 pound loss from last week (and the week before).  I also lost 3.25 inches.  However - 4 weeks ago today, I weighed in at 220.6.  Three weeks ago, I was at 219.6.  When you look at in those terms - even though I had a 4.2 pound loss this WEEK - this month, I haven't actually lost anything.  In three months I've lost 7 pounds. 

I've given it time.  I've waited it out, and been patient and frustrated and pissed off.  I readjusted my goals on MFP.  I dropped my activity level when calculating my BMR.  It's time to drop some calories, and up the workouts and see if that helps.  Something has got to give.  I will not settle for this.   

This Sunday will be 30 days until Memorial Day.  30 Days until the BIG weigh in.  30 Days until the official kick off to bikini season.  So I'm going for it.  30 Day Shred, here I come.  I am starting full swing on Sunday.  5 a.m. workouts begin Monday.  Everyday for 30 days I am going to give everything I have for 30 minutes.  I am going to take before and after pictures, measurements etc.  I am really praying for results here.  It would be amazing if I could finally drop a pants size by memorial day.  I would love to possibly wear a pair of shorts in public this summer, let alone a bathing suit. 

I can, and WILL do this.  And on the days I don't feel like getting up - I am making myself watch this video before I am allowed to lay back down. 

Rise and Shine FatGirl.  Rise and Shine. 

Here is a reminder of my goals:

• I will weigh in, and report my weight at LEAST once a week, maybe more.
• I will get to the gym (or workout at home) 4 times each week.
• I will cut out the unnecessary sugary drinks, and get back to drinking water.
• I will update the below chart after each week's weigh-in. If I meet the goal listed, the date will be changed to blue. If I miss it - it will be red. If I meet my 2 lb per week goal, but miss the "goal weight", it will stay purple (blue and red makes what???). Hopefully, by the end of this, there will be more blues and purples than reds. :)

Today's weigh-in: 220.2
01/28/13: 228.0
02/04/13: 226.0 228.0
02/11/13: 224.0 227.8
02/18/13: 222.0 227.6
02/27/13: 220.0 224.8 HA!!!! PURPLE!!! IT'S NOT RED!!!!!
03/06/13: 218.0 222.6
03/13/13: 216.0 224.8 MOTHERFUCKER.
03/20/13: 214.0 222.6 - I'll take it!
03/27/13: 212.0 220.6
04/03/13: 210.0 219.6
04/10/13: 208.0 224.4
04/17/13: 206.0 224.0
04/24/13: 204.0 220.2
05/01/13: 202.0
05/08/13: 200.0
05/15/13: 198.0
05/22/13: 196.0
05/29/13: 194.0
06/05/13: 192.0
06/12/13: 190.0
06/19/13: 188.0
06/26/13: 186.0
07/03/13: 184.0
07/10/13: 182.0
07/17/13: 180.0
07/24/13: 178.0
07/31/13: 176.0
08/07/13: 174.0
08/14/13: 172.0
08/21/13: 170.0
08/28/13: 168.0
08/31/13: My Wedding Day!!! Goal: 165.00